I saw him just recently.. He's doing just fine. while im feeling so f**k-up trying to breath. Trying to be ok.. When i talked to him, listening to what he said and everything..i cant hold it any longer and my heart beats slower, the blood rush throught my head and cant hold on to the tears. I cried in his class..slowly i cried in silent. I dont know if he do get what am i trying to say but again im so dissappointed that as simple as that he's saying sorry. I dont want to hear but to see and feel that he really mean it!! goshhh.. he never understand me... im so blank right now!!