Kb..
Tuesday, March 18 @ Tuesday, March 18, 2008
On saturday night...
My Parents picked me up and I had shopping with mummy.. *huhooo =) and met Cxjx before i went home to kb.
*cali la ya jumpa my parents ah..my parents pun sama jua. mcm dorang sama2 kmbang a..sorang nganjung kali. ngeee!! pasalnya time d kerita, Cxjx was beside my parents car. kali kami ni lambai2 la kn balik..capi2 kami sekajap kali my parents ni ikut2 tah jua lambai2..and ya melayan jua lambai dorang balik..!! ahaah apaan..my mom said to my daddy "agatah kita layan a c Cxjx melambai2.. (I laughed saja dblakang..keke)*
I told my parents im not together with him tapi dorang majal setau la anggap im with him. susahlah for me since im not officially since he's not off the hook apa..*complicated things will always be complicated!! jubx!
I chilled out with my bro Adi, My cousin Fie, Mahzuz and the gf Alyn at MoiNam Cafe. We were there around quater to 2am till almost 3-ish am.. then the next morining i woke up a bit late at almost 12noon. Get ready and packing up my things. My friend Melvin sent me back to Bandar. I reached there at 4pm. Then around 5ish Adeq and my sister Rzh came to my place.They hang out at my room and Wani was there too. The whole afternoon i was expecting CxJx to meet me up.. but he didnt came at all.So, i decided to go at Adeq's place to meet her baby Dan and get ready to play netball with Zurra Cousins and the cousins Friends from MS at 9pm. Finished playing Netball at 11pm, staright away Me and Adeq send my sister back to Belia. Reached back to my place at almost 12midnight. As i was about to go upstairs, saw Zana and bunch of the guys (Sham, Zaim, Mahzuz And AJ) hanging out playing guitar front of IGS college.. I approached them and had a smoke break. Zana ask me a favor to company her going back to her place and end up staying there.So, took a shower and took my things then went downstairs with them again.I feel so blue..ahaha so joined singing with them. *DDEeeeeeeppppp* later Daniel And Aizat came..1ish unexpectedly CxJx and his friend Arip came.. *yeayy..excitedly i met him..* at 2am i guess i went back with Zana. CxJx sent me to the car so we had a little talked and end up i was so mad. I found out something (dont wanna mention) so im kinda dissapointed on him. I couldnt sleep thinking about it. Seeing Zana so peacefully sleeping So, i dont dare to wake her up. I was scared too, since it was so dark in the room. *restless night...sigh*Furthermore, Zana sent me to work. The funny thing is that half way reached yo kiulap we have to turn back because my Handphone left in her room *feeling guilty of being careless..im sorry Zana making you in trouble. So on the way to my work place I was fell asleep skajap..ahahaa Ngatuk brabissshh!! *Nda tau Zana tau nda i doze off since ku pkai sunglasses..ngeks a!*
Im still mad at him.. What ever he does I always be okay with everything and he totaly knew that. What I hate is that he dont understand, though Im not a mad type of person but I wanted him to know that i have my limits. Not totally Im cool with everything. I have feelings, heart and mind..so do respect me and not taking advantage of it. I wanted to tell him all this but i guess i have no guts to confront. ohh..well,hopefully he do understand or maybe till im soo fed up with him then I let it out or waiting for the right time. *ohh..watever girl!!
Whats wrong am i to you?
what is not enough of me to you?
What are you expecting from me uh?
Im being good to you, infact im too good enough for you to be with me uhh..one thing is that you keep me company, be on my side and im already happy for the little things u did.. on thing is that you will never understand me. since, i always pretending that everyting is okay...
No mood at all...damn!
Danish (Adek's Baby)
Me & Bby Dan =)
sssshhh' peacefully sleeping *Adorable. mwa!
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