when cloud9 goes down
Friday, October 9 @ Friday, October 09, 2009
Hey everyone. how's everyone? Im so down right now..and I just realize about everything. Yes im feeling regretting and how i wish i can undo all this but you cant change the past. *I knowww..its sucks. But thats how things come and go.
Now, that Im at ITB everything changed. :( but its a good way for me to be the new me. My aim to study and target to be the best if I can. *you know when u get older u become wiser and comes at one point you realize evrything.
Anddd...
HOW I MISS MY SISTER RIGHT NOW! MY BROTHER IN LAW ABG DAVID AND MY BROTHER FAEZ. I miss you guys.. seems that Ive not much spending time with guys. I feel like I want to cry when I think about it. espeacially, my sister rena no matter how annoying you are but I kinda like it and I miss you sis! :'( I want you to stay here and be here with me. Without all of you we're no in one whole family. *okay too much emotional. lols
Moreover, I miss my friends. Its so hard when you have alot of friends that you have too keep up with them. Sorry if Im not with you guys, hngging out crazy like before..It just that evryting change and Im some wherelse. I miss being with my IGS friends, KBians and all those who knew me. hahaha....
Now, Im feeling so bored. I wish I know what to do like other normal people usually do. but wait...what does normally people do? here in brunei? hahahaa.. nothing right.??? I KNOW. hahahaha. Plus Im lost.. I dont know whats my path, my future..its so blurry and Ive gotta do something. find an answer...
This is too much to blog..im being too emotional again and again. okay guys have a great night.