Friday, April 25 @ Friday, April 25, 2008
Last night, I was so bored.. Wani was online - ing that times at the living room and I was sitting there watching her try to get busy and so am I. I sang a song, trying to be loud as I can be. *Haha
My sister rzh pun ada but then she was in my room. We were waiting Adeq to come by. At almost 11pm She came and at that time I was playing UNO cards with Wani * 5 - 3 kali a.. manang jua ku tu..ahaa! jan mrh Wani. 20mins past, Cxjx came. *big fat smile.. We gathered in my room and getting ready to chill out. *batah jua kami pikir mana kan mkn a.. Lastly, we went to Sungai hanching makan kat atas ahh.. *nasib jua hujan catu2 ah..
We took our seat and tarus lah order makan minum apa.. Kami order Kerang with oyster, Butter prawn, Crab with chilli sause, sweet corn soup with crab meat and Vegies - baby kailan * I know its yummy!!! ahhaaaa.. Lapas tunggu2 makanan sampai, kajut wahh semuanya banyak.. We thought its gonna be serve in average plate or something.. tapi ani mcm seorg 2 badan bah makan.. inda kami habis makan lah a..
the leftover food.. *bnyak masih a..
crab...
kerang...
Butterprawn..
The funny part is that everytime we eat together, mesti ada saja kami kan cerita and baibun.. most of all talking about how we were back when we were kids.. Hahaha! Macam2 sajaa... Then we went back to Ap at almost 2ish in the morning.
On the way back, in the car.. I seat at the back with Cxjx and he started to tell me the stories of him, his girl ( dnt wanna mention) and the other girl. Hearing how the stories of his goes made me feels it is complicated. I try to responsive..Since, I knew he needed someone to share this, listen to him, giving opinion and all that. Whatever... I did try my best but I was unsure if what I did was okay with him. Lapas tu ask him to rest up kajap and I was beside him..thinking what next gonna happen?? thinking about me and him and other people involves in his life.. *sigh! its getting hard... I let my tears out just to make myself relieve. At 4ish am, he went home.
Until know I kept thinking what to do?? some parts of me wanted to stay with him and help him get through with all this problems and half of it is just letting him go.. or go on with the flow.. whats gonna happened I just have to take the risk. *Painful?? I know.. Unfair? I know..
What ever gonna happened to me..its okay for him since he got someone else but me?? I dont but I only have him but he's not mine.. *ohhh what the heckk??!
