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Saturday, March 29 @ Saturday, March 29, 2008

Here's the pictures that I have promise. sorry It took a while to upload..gahhh'

Miri Times:
@Bowling

From left to right:
Aerol, Adek, Me, Ujg (cxjx) and Faez

My Brother Faez and sister Rzh

They look the same..why?
Aerol is nephew to Adek

Whatchu looking uh? teehee

Let the ball go!!

come on choose the ball already..

Watching up the scores

I lose playing bowling against them. the highest score is Faez and Ujg. And Im the lowest score...
Geeesss'' im sucks playing bowling.. x(

Labels: another happy moments

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Worried as hell

@ Saturday, March 29, 2008

Last Night, I went out to catch movies with Faez at the Seri Qlap Mall. We watched the 27dresses.*Jangan inda buang boring.. ;) The movies was alright.. *ketawa jua ku lihat ceritanya. After that, at 11ishpm we went out with Rzh and Adek makan at Kianggeh. I was so tired and was really worried. There's a lot of things Im thinking that time. Maybe beacause watching that movies have realised me about something. *Ohhh!! and plus I kept on looking for Cxjx but he was busy with his on stuff and I couldnt reached him. *Waaaaaa!!! I need you plsss.. :S ohh well wadeva'

Pictures of the movies Ive watched

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dance?

Friday, March 28 @ Friday, March 28, 2008

Yesterday, I went back home,KB. I left at 7-ish and arrive at 9pm. I drove off alone, suppose CxJx gonna company me but he cant make it. Anyway, as i arrived at home..I was so happy to see everyone back home.. *Ohhh' I missing them so much. Then I went to SoonLee to buy what my aunt have asked me and I stop by one of the DVDs/CDs shop to buy credit for myself since i was running out of credit. At the counter my eyes was wondering around and it get my attention to see the STEP UP 2 The Streets.. I was so EXCITED and straight away I bought it since it was a good quality one. I knew the movies have been released a month ago but then I save myself not to watch it just to get the good quality one. Back to my place, I went upstairs and watched it with my brother Faez. My brother got annoyed by me because I was emotionally and loud too. *grrnnss..hehe =P When the movies end, I turn on the music and dance all night long. I love to dance, see people dance and watch any movies regarding about dance *Step up 1/2, bring it on 1/2/3, Save the last dance, Honey..just name it all!! Ive seen it..

Its Brianna Evigan
She hott!!

The hotties guys

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last week

Wednesday, March 26 @ Wednesday, March 26, 2008

What did i do??? *scratchyn head*
Nearly everyday i went to arcade (at the Mall and Yayasan) and sang at the k-box played the basketball thingy..ahaa =D
I went there with Adeks, MySista Rzh and Me.. There's one time we were with Dadi and Aerol aka kay.. played pool with them *damynn its been a long tym I have not played*

Mysista Rzah, Adek and Me

@ k-box

Happening on last Saturday night..

We ( Adek, Rzh, Faez, Cxjx, Aerol and Me =) ) went to Miri and checkin at the Oriental hotel. We left from bndar and arvived at miri around 7pm i guess.. after checkin at the hotel, i had a showered and get changed.. when everyone were ready we went for dinner at the side of C.B pub then went to pub. We chilled and dance all night long… *Huuhhhuuu* lotssa adults dsana.. bukannya ramai teenagers. Gaga xD then went back to hotel around 3 in the morining. I slept at 6-ish am.. *gila

The next Morning (Sunday).. the phone rang and I woke up to answer the phone. It was Adek who called and its 1pm already.. *ahhhh..akhir!* we supposed to wake up before 12noon but then luckily the receptionist gave an extend time for us.. by 1.30 we have to check out. So, rushly I took showered and get ready to go to the mall. First stop at Imperial and had lunch *lapaarrkuu* then shopping a lil bit and bought bag rasta and gelang rasta for Cxjx and bracelet, mouse pad and few cds burner * love to bought unwanted thing..what a waste but its worthed* until its almost 6pm and off we went to Parkson.At the Parkson we played 3 frame games of bowling.. *btah jua lah* then checking out the shop there and order ourselves a set of MCDs. *nyummy..(Cxjx always said that to me with the manja attitude and tone) ahaaa skaaa..cute syg!* it was 9pm and we still at the mall.. *gosh..akhir sudah ni kan balik and immigration tutup kul 10pm* So, 9.30 we left..Cxjx rushly but safely driving. But on the way back we lost and caught up with confusion with the road. Rupanya limpas kami wa..atu panic and it 15minutes to go. At exactly 10pm we arrived and saw the get closed. Luckily the security let us in *Pheww~ that was scary.* Inda cali we have to spent one more day at Miri. Sending off Aerol and my Bro back home and straight away to bandar. I was the one who driving since everyones tired. At 12 ish midnight im back to my apartment… *feeling relieved..sigh!*

*I will post the picture soon.. when till I meet adeks and grab the pictures.

Last Monday, I woke up and saw the time on my phone and it was 10 in the morning… “im late to work! ” *akhir saja ku bngunn* So I decided not to come since I was still sleepy and tiring because of the weekends. Called my Daddy, asking him to do a favor for me to call at the office, Tell them that I couldn’t come because of certain reason. He did called *CooL kan my daddy..ahaa..thnk youh daddy =) * plus my parents are going outstation to China. I went to the airport tapi they were late jadinya dorang missed the flight and decided to go tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. If they didn’t missed the flight I had to take the car with me. *allaaaa kacau a..nyeh3!* So, My parents , Cxjx and I went for a lunch at the foodzone arh Hypermart, Gadong. *Cali ah..Cxjx nervous..wa3!*

Yesterday, was Tuesday. Cxjx and his friends sent me off to work. Then around 9ish when to the airport.. Mummy and Daddy asked us to checking their bag and cop their passport at the counter. They afraid that they might miss the planes again but then they suppose to go tomorrow and today is just a waiting list just in case if they are lucky they will get a seats. Unfortunately the lucks was not there. * batah jua kami tunggu dsana..the flight at 1215 and the lady told us there is not seat available before 15mins of the flight. Batah information sudah tah tunggu for hours..but im alright waiting mun sama Cxjx* On the time we were waiting, we played a game that was rating people by scoring them base on their looks, clothing and everyting. Highest is 5. *Sure we had fun and laughed at people..ahhh jahat* At130 I went back to work after we had lunch with my parents and sending Cxjx off.Lastly I slept at 3 in the morning after all night long with Cxjx. :]

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Kb..

Tuesday, March 18 @ Tuesday, March 18, 2008

On saturday night...

My Parents picked me up and I had shopping with mummy.. *huhooo =) and met Cxjx before i went home to kb.

*cali la ya jumpa my parents ah..my parents pun sama jua. mcm dorang sama2 kmbang a..sorang nganjung kali. ngeee!! pasalnya time d kerita, Cxjx was beside my parents car. kali kami ni lambai2 la kn balik..capi2 kami sekajap kali my parents ni ikut2 tah jua lambai2..and ya melayan jua lambai dorang balik..!! ahaah apaan..my mom said to my daddy "agatah kita layan a c Cxjx melambai2.. (I laughed saja dblakang..keke)*

I told my parents im not together with him tapi dorang majal setau la anggap im with him. susahlah for me since im not officially since he's not off the hook apa..*complicated things will always be complicated!! jubx!
I chilled out with my bro Adi, My cousin Fie, Mahzuz and the gf Alyn at MoiNam Cafe. We were there around quater to 2am till almost 3-ish am.. then the next morining i woke up a bit late at almost 12noon. Get ready and packing up my things. My friend Melvin sent me back to Bandar. I reached there at 4pm. Then around 5ish Adeq and my sister Rzh came to my place.They hang out at my room and Wani was there too. The whole afternoon i was expecting CxJx to meet me up.. but he didnt came at all.So, i decided to go at Adeq's place to meet her baby Dan and get ready to play netball with Zurra Cousins and the cousins Friends from MS at 9pm. Finished playing Netball at 11pm, staright away Me and Adeq send my sister back to Belia. Reached back to my place at almost 12midnight. As i was about to go upstairs, saw Zana and bunch of the guys (Sham, Zaim, Mahzuz And AJ) hanging out playing guitar front of IGS college.. I approached them and had a smoke break. Zana ask me a favor to company her going back to her place and end up staying there.So, took a shower and took my things then went downstairs with them again.I feel so blue..ahaha so joined singing with them. *DDEeeeeeeppppp* later Daniel And Aizat came..1ish unexpectedly CxJx and his friend Arip came.. *yeayy..excitedly i met him..* at 2am i guess i went back with Zana. CxJx sent me to the car so we had a little talked and end up i was so mad. I found out something (dont wanna mention) so im kinda dissapointed on him. I couldnt sleep thinking about it. Seeing Zana so peacefully sleeping So, i dont dare to wake her up. I was scared too, since it was so dark in the room. *restless night...sigh*Furthermore, Zana sent me to work. The funny thing is that half way reached yo kiulap we have to turn back because my Handphone left in her room *feeling guilty of being careless..im sorry Zana making you in trouble. So on the way to my work place I was fell asleep skajap..ahahaa Ngatuk brabissshh!! *Nda tau Zana tau nda i doze off since ku pkai sunglasses..ngeks a!*

Im still mad at him.. What ever he does I always be okay with everything and he totaly knew that. What I hate is that he dont understand, though Im not a mad type of person but I wanted him to know that i have my limits. Not totally Im cool with everything. I have feelings, heart and mind..so do respect me and not taking advantage of it. I wanted to tell him all this but i guess i have no guts to confront. ohh..well,hopefully he do understand or maybe till im soo fed up with him then I let it out or waiting for the right time. *ohh..watever girl!!

Whats wrong am i to you?
what is not enough of me to you?
What are you expecting from me uh?
Im being good to you, infact im too good enough for you to be with me uhh..one thing is that you keep me company, be on my side and im already happy for the little things u did.. on thing is that you will never understand me. since, i always pretending that everyting is okay...
No mood at all...damn!

Danish (Adek's Baby)

Me & Bby Dan =)

sssshhh' peacefully sleeping *Adorable. mwa!

Labels: once in the Blues

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Thursday, March 13 @ Thursday, March 13, 2008

Finally... i get manage to change my skin layout..well its not me who did ths. its Amalss.. *lubiu malss =) hehe..

Its been weeks i have not update, well i was abit busy and lazy this few past days. I dont know why am i being like this.. *ohh'man i have to motivated myself.. One of the IGS lecturer SirThaya came to my attachement place. He came just to see the progress of us being in the company, just to be on track and understood what am I and others are doing. He handsout paper to our supervisor for comments and bla bla bla.. hahaha

Yesterday, supposely Wani, Zana and I wanted to go to escapade but since Wani and I are short in money so everything cancelled. The funny thing is that we have been planned this since last week or the last two weeks i guess..ahaha *nda jua kesampaiannya.. So, i was craving for sushi.. and it was my luck when i went out with my cousins for lunch and she was craving for sushi too. ahaha =D we headed to escapde at kiulap and we just tapau the sushi.. *puas ati eyh! After that we met my SistaRzh and back to the office around 2ish pm. Last night, i was so bored, i hang out with Wani at her room..chatted for hours. I met c Dadi..He came to kiulap pasal mau dagane his mum buying groceries at Huaho. I just met him for a while, while waiting for his mum finish paying up the groceries. I did met his mum but then i knew his mum since i was kids. Dadi n I had our childhood thingy..and he is my long lost neighbour.. Now we both in bandar..and still we're neighbour..some how in the hood.